Showing posts with label Michelle Jester. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Michelle Jester. Show all posts

Friday, October 19, 2018

"Love, Cutter" by Michelle Jester

EXCERPT and GIVEAWAY
Love, Cutter
by Michelle Jester

Love, Cutter by Michelle Jester

Love, Cutter by Michelle Jester is currently on tour with Xpresso Book Tours. The tour stops here today for an excerpt and a giveaway. Please be sure to visit the other tour stops as well.


For another book by this author, please check out my blog post on The Funeral Flower.

Description
After an attempted suicide Carter finds himself in a coma. He is able to hear the world around him, yet he can’t move. What he hears propels Carter to begin to see life in a new way, especially when one of his nurses, Kinley, shares parts of her tragic past with him. Soon, Carter realizes he is falling in love with her.
Months after being transferred from the hospital, to a rehabilitation facility, he suddenly wakes up with a passion to live that he never had before and a determination to find the one person he feels may be able to help him put the pieces of his life together again. However, when he returns to the hospital, Kinley is gone and Carter must try to find her based solely on the things she shared with him while he was in a coma.
Only, nothing is as it seems and Carter learns the biggest lesson of them all … the differences between expectation, perception, and reality.

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Excerpt
The dream was vivid. Kinley was standing there, her beautiful, long honey blonde hair whipping in the wind. The sun was rising over her shoulder, which caused her to have a halo around her. She smiled, and the sun seemed to be all around her at once. He couldn’t see her face clearly, but he could feel her beauty none the less. She was perfect.
Then, as she took a step toward him, she started to morph into a bunch of tiny burgers.
Burgers? Wait, what?
That was enough to bring Carter to consciousness again.
Carter thought he must still be dreaming, because the sun was so bright. Kinley wasn’t there anymore, only the sun. He thought it was weird that the sun was stuck to a plate. Then Carter quickly realized with incredible vividness that it was a ceiling.
A ceiling.
Carter closed his eyes. He slightly cracked them and light flooded in. He immediately closed them again. After repeating a thousand times or so, he tried to lift an arm, which seemed to weigh a ton. He couldn’t tell if he was lifting it or not, but he didn’t think so.
Crashing into the room, basically yelling into his phone was his least favorite person. “Where are you? How can you not be here before me? We work at the same place and I stopped for gas Claire!” Wayne huffed into the phone, “I do not want to sit-” Wayne stopped abruptly, “Claire, Claire! Let me call you back!”
Can he see me? Thank God! Wayne, Wayne, go get someone.
“Oh? Hell, no! If she sees your eyes open and close like that she’ll be convinced you are going to wake up and set up camp outside the room.” Carter could barely see a shadow looming over him through the slits in his eyes, “You haven’t put the family through enough there, Carter, die already.” Carter heard the tones of Wayne’s phone, “Yeah, sorry I was rude. They have to take him to PT. No need in coming tonight. I’ll meet you at your parents. I know, I know, but it wasn’t my call. You know doctors; they can switch things up on you anytime they want. See you there, Sweetie.”
Continually throughout the night, Carter tried to open and close his eyes until he actually felt tired and drifted off to sleep.
“Good morning. I have a surprise!” his mother’s cheerful voice sounded similar to a twinkling wind chime.
I have one, too.
“I found that book Kinley was always reading to you. I couldn’t remember the name, but I surely remembered the cover and… and… Carter?” His mother’s shadow appearing over him was enough to cause him to shed a tear through his partially opened eye.
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Praise for the Book
“I read this book in a span of a few hours and could not put it down! I won’t post any spoilers, but I loved it! The ending was very sweet, too, and fit it just perfect! Read this, you’ll love it, too!” ~ Nicoli B.
“Love this book! My best friend told me I should buy it. She was right. I cried. I laughed. Really hit close to home. Loved her first book but my goodness. She got me on this one. My new fav!” ~ Wendy
“It was thought-provoking, sweet, emotional at times and delved into some tough, real-life issue.” ~ Hazel w/Craves the Angst Book Blog
“Love, Cutter was beautiful, and painful. It was about second chances when despair almost took the first chance away.This book was so personal. As someone who has struggled with anxiety and depression for year, the characters were so realistic and honest.” ~ Nicole (the bookworm drinketh)
“While this book deals with highly difficult subject matter, such as suicide, self-harm, and death, it is written in such a graceful manner that doesn’t dance around the hard edges, rather calling it like it is. It is a perfect telling of self-discovery and overcoming adversity. The underlying message is that hope is everything.” ~ Angel33eyes


About the Author
Michelle Jester
Michelle Jester lives in Greenwell Springs, Louisiana with her husband, high school sweetheart and retired Master Sergeant. Together they have a son and daughter. She is a hopeless romantic and has been writing poems and stories for as long as she can remember.
One of her prize possessions is a bracelet with only a yellow, Rubber Duckie charm on it; which she wears every day to remind her to enjoy the fun and happy things of life!




Giveaway
Enter the tour-wide giveaway for a chance to win a signed copy of Love, Cutter by Michelle Jester and a $20 Amazon gift card (open internationally).

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Monday, November 27, 2017

"The Funeral Flower" by Michelle Jester

EXCERPT and GIVEAWAY
The Funeral Flower
by Michelle Jester

The Funeral Flower by Michelle Jester


The Funeral Flower by Michelle Jester is currently on tour with YA Bound Book Tours. The tour stops here today for an excerpt and a giveaway. Please be sure to visit the other tour stops as well.



Description
Devastated by the death of her grandfather, six-year-old Kelly Rodgers barely manages to cope with the profound loss. Already facing issues at school, she finds herself spiraling deeper into despair, when a fateful interaction through the fence in her backyard gives her hope. In the years following, Kelly realizes that life’s tragedies can be dealt with through acceptance; until another series of agonizing events leaves her heart in pieces.
Finding herself thrown into new surroundings, Kelly embraces her life and resolves to never fall in love. That decision is easy to keep until her junior year when she is drawn by an unavoidable attraction to the new guy, tormented James Delaney. The moment he looks up at her and smiles, her body betrays her. And he notices. She is determined to avoid him, but soon Kelly is forced to face the inevitable truth: she doesn’t want to avoid James ... and he won’t let her.
Even though tragedy always follows love.
Note: Due to critical subject matter recommended for ages 17+.



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Excerpt
Chapter 1
OCTOBER - 6 YEARS OLD
All I could do was stare at the frilly, white flower while the tears fell down my face. It was so pretty. I don’t know how there could be something this pretty on the second most awful day of my life. I started to smell it again when I heard my sister’s voice. My finger jumped off the petals just in time for her to grab my arm and start pulling.
“Come on! Sophia said we have to stay with her.”
“I was just looking for Momma and Daddy,” I replied. I couldn’t tell her that I had found them. I couldn’t tell her what I saw.
“Well, we are supposed to be with Sophia. We need to meet some more family,” Audrey replied.
“I don’t want to meet any more people I don’t know. I’m tired.”
“It don’t matter. Just be yourself. People always like you ‘cause you’re nice.” She smiled; but I could see the sadness in her eyes. Audrey knew that would remind me of Pawpaw. He always said how much people liked me. That was Audrey, she always makes me feel better when I am sad. She is my sister and my best friend.
The weird smell that I noticed when we first came in this morning, hit my nose again. It was really gross like my pawpaw’s old shop, but kind of like the metal from his old tractor too. I probably should’ve taken one of those flowers with me. They smelled much better.
Sophia hissed at me through gritted teeth when we made it to her side. “Grace, where have you been?”
“Call her Kelly, Sophia,” Audrey reminded her.
Sophia is my other sister, and even though she is mad most of the time, I think she is the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen.
“You are always running off. You are supposed to stay with me,” she barked.
I didn’t have anything to say to that. I don’t really know why I ran off. I think it was to find Daddy. To get a hug. But when I found him that’s not what I got.
“What were you doing anyway?” Audrey looked over at me and whispered.
“Looking at the flowers.”
“Yeah, I know...,” There was that thing in Audrey’s eyes again, “You want
to stay by the casket. But you can’t. You are only supposed to look once.”
I just couldn’t tell her what I saw. I could barely deal with it myself. That’s why I was looking at the flowers. They made me stop crying. They made me feel better, because I just didn’t think I could handle what I saw. It wasn’t the fact that my momma was hugging Daddy, which really was a surprise since they hardly do that. I really don’t think they ever did that before. Like I said, it wasn’t that, what I saw was him do something I’d never seen him do before, I saw my daddy crying.
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Praise for the Book
"Every young woman, or middle aged woman should read this book, it's full of so many emotions, so much to relate to, I loved the read and I cannot wait for the next masterpiece to come out." ~ yvette boyd
"From the first page I was there, by the end of first chapter I was totally engaged and wanted more. This is saying a lot because it takes a lot to keep this ADD guy turning the pages! The plot, characters, and gifted writing kept me engrossed until the end. I also teared up once." ~ R. R. Reader
"I loved the book. It brought back memories of my own pre-teen and teenage years, and the struggles of a young girl trying to grow up. I believe the author captured the innocence and budding womanhood of the heroine, and I am looking forward to her next book, due out next summer. Great job on her first book!" ~ Sherry
"Such a great read. The roller coaster of emotions. Felt like it was me. Can't wait for the next one." ~ Bridget Read
"Beautifully written. Reaches deep into the mind, soul, and heart of the reader. If some part of the reader doesn't heal he/she has missed the beauty therein." ~ Susan F Bolton



My Review
I received this book in return for an honest review.


By Lynda Dickson
The Funeral Flower tells Kelly's story from the age of six to twenty. It’s a life of loss and abandonment, starting with the death of her grandfather when she is six years old. After losing touch with her childhood crush, Kelly vows to never fall in love: "I decided, right before my fourteenth birthday, that I would never, ever, ever, fall in love. If you love a boy, you lose them." But then she meets James, and everything changes. Will Kelly finally get her happily-ever-after?
The narrative is interspersed with poems, many of which were written by the author as a child, teenager, and young adult. Much of the story is also based on events in the author’s life. She has included some of her good memories, from the smell of the flowers at her grandfather's funeral, the smell of the Sassafras tree in her backyard, the boy who befriended her through her back fence, and his grandmother who served hot chocolate and cookies on Halloween. As she states in her blog: "For me, Carnations are the good that you find in all the bad. They are fluffy and fragrant. They are frilly and lacey. They are colorful and dynamic. Still ... they are the funeral flower; to some people, they always will be. However, for me, just like root beer, innocent friendships, hot chocolate, and cookies they will always represent the good."
The author also includes some of her bad memories: the death of her grandfather, suicidal thoughts at a very young age, bullying and beatings at school, and the lack of consequences for the perpetrators. Unfortunately, it is these tragic aspects of the book which make the story unbelievable, as they are too numerous, and the author doesn't go into enough detail to make them seem real. Other problems include the stilted conversation and the mixture of past and present tenses, often in the same sentence.
This book addresses a number of serious topics and concludes with resources on several of these, namely suicide, sexual abuse, and bullying.
Warnings: suicide, bullying, sexual assault.

About the Author
I am a hopeless romantic (I think this is the most important thing to know about me). In addition, I live in Greenwell Springs, Louisiana, with my husband and high school sweetheart. Together we have a son and daughter. Throughout my life writing and photography have been my main creative outlets.











Giveaway
Enter the tour-wide giveaway for a chance to win a 5-layer scented candle inspired by The Funeral Flower and root beer lip balm.

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